Latest Update: The Devil (2026-10-18)
At first, I thought him monstrous -
horny, scruffy beard, hairy loins:
All the details I was taught to hate.
But under the shade of his leather wings,
I found relief warm and infinite, embracing
without shame, without the thought of sin.
This chain around my neck can be removed
anytime I choose. With it, he protects me from
the tyranny of grace, the heavy shadow of the cross.
I grow curving horns like him, a tail
bursting with self-produced flames or fruit,
whatever desire plants in me.
For, I've learned, desire's seeds,
whether dark or light are Life itself,
blooming in all its bright, disfiguring glory.