Latest Update: My Answer Stepped Out of the Desert (2026-10-02)
On that night of questions, my answer
stepped out of the dusk-draped desert:
dark dome lurching mechanical
like a wind-up toy toward our home.
A tortoise, and on its back, a rider
black and yellow, arching legs thin as wires,
bulbous body holding multitudinous eyes
watching me in multi-recognition.
As it reached my feet, I saw the venom
swelling the neck of its vehicle.
The tortoise stopped and bent its legs
and bowed to death.
And the spider stepped down
its ramp and onto sand
and looked up at me, pincers twitching,
waiting for the message to be clear:
it was here for us.
I offered my hand, and it scurried
into my open palm, and I carried it in
to you, and you let it inside
your mouth. You swallowed it whole.
And this is the poison
that passes between us
every time we kiss.
My doubt's squirming antidote.